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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

My Beyonce Moment

A Beyonce moment to me is defined as the exact moment in time when you have had ENOUGH. There are lots of strong women out there but Beyonce is just my go to gal for inspiration, probably because she did that song Survivor and all that. Anyhow, in my opinion, she is a force to be reckoned with. So my moment came when my ex (let's start calling him Mr. No) decided to tell me yet another lie about where he was going, when he would be home...Blah, Blah, Blah, you get the picture. I have had SEVERAL Beyonce moments in the past, several. Goes something like this, I kick him out, he's gone for a while, I let him come back, cycle, cycle, cycle. However, those times were just my pre- training moments. This time I knew there was no going back..I was done. DONE. DONE. DONE. Did I say done? Uh oh, crap. Now comes the hard part. What am I going to do? Will I be alright? Do I have enough help? Can I do this on my own? Are my children going to be forever scarred? Am I making the right decision? These questions will always be there to haunt me. What I do know, is that finally after a long time I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and I can smile again. So to all of you ladies and gents going through your own Beyonce moments, stay strong, it gets easier!

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