Tears In My Beer (or Vodka)

Today while having a conversation with a friend who is also going through a rather hard time (let's call her Mystical) I started balling and told her "I'm getting a divorce." It came out of nowhere. Like I said before I have been a master at hiding my emotions from people, almost like a soothsayer, and to her it was completely unexpected. I don't really know what happened. I think I was feeling some of her grief and I was listening to her talk and all of a sudden I felt like I really needed to just get it out. Then I felt guilty because of her horrible, horrible situation. It was good though..to walk through our  grief together and to talk about it. Flash forward...I come home later after work to an empty house(first weekend with Mr. No.)  I know to a lot of mothers this would be a GODSEND!!! However, my baby is still young and we as mothers (most of us anyway) are not wired to be away from them at such an early age. It's kind of unnatural. So I did what all moms do in a time of crisis and stopped and got junk food, a movie AND skinny girl drinks from Walgreens of course. And let me just clarify, that I think it would be totally worth the extra calories to drink regular vodka because whoever said this skinny girl vodka drink is great didn't taste it. So needless to say that yes...tonight I will allow myself to have some tears in my vodka, and me and my faithful companion, let's call him Fighto, will watch a movie.
PS-the picture is of my faithful companion, no I didn't give him any skinny girl vodka, he's just tired.

PPS-He is a fighting, humping  maltese with little dog syndrome, kind of like a pit bull but cooler, but more on that story later.